Reflective mood

Stillness sprawling outside ;
 turbulent thoughts inside .
There are unanswered questions 
and many answers ready in advance .
I find myself unsure
 if my thoughts are in the right direction 
 or am i making a mistake ????
I am not even sure if I would ever find answers to all my questions 
or if i would be able to have questions to go with the framed answers ,
and at times
 in this turmoil 
I find a silent phase 
when I'm numb without a cause ,
no thoughts, no questions, no worries .
I wish this numbness prevails for long .... 

so that my mind can get some well deserved  rest.