I don't know what to do
When i try to be independent
i am blamed of being arrogant n insensitive
i am pushed back each time i think of something new
i am told of my limitations..
When i step back and wait
looking around for a push in some other direction
i am called being a docile doormat thing
when i get anxious i am told that i get over expectant
when i wait for things to happen i am inert
when i try to be happy i am self centered
when i remain the way i am i am called a pessimist
i try to take things in my hands
reins r pulled out....
when i try to breathe in some fresh air
i am strangled
i am not dreaming of something big... just a lil space to do a few things in my own way...
my track record doesn't look optimistic
but cant i be trusted some times
with out being pumped about things that are out of worldly control...
cant i be allowed to be happy in my own way without asking for much
i believe i can make some decisions about life.... its my life after all !!!!
