Blossoms in the garden

Relations keep blooming in the garden of our life
Some blossom like the buds of roses-
requiring a lot of input and care ,
their presence promises a future.
some relations are always there like the wild flowers
blooming and fading away of them is not felt worthy even of a notice
but our life is a combination of these many small and big relations
some bringing smile
some making us cry after a smile
some not even making an impression
whenever we look back with wrinkles on the face and loads of time at our disposal
Each relation makes a difference
but thats the end when nothing can be changed or improved
and all we are left with is memories and loads of them .......

Beauty get Admired

Another busy day and the usual hussle bustle marked its beginning . Rashmi and Raj both were on the way to their work . Raj worked as the head of marketing in an MNC while Rashmi was a professor . Both had busy schedules and work limits . Rashmi loved to go to her college in the public transport which was a matter of dispute between the two of them . Raj wanted her to learn to drive so that she could commute freely herself while she insisted on going' the easy way '
as she use to call it . After weeks and months of dispute they have left this issue unresolved as it is .... for furthur discussion later on.Rashmi went to her station and waited for the metro in the ladies line. She picked up her mobile and messaged " am at the station ........ waiting for the train ..... remembering the time when we waited together .. miss u ". She pressed the sent button and smiled to herself ... sure that the same smile would float at the reciever's end . She looked around the crowd to pass the time. There was something which made her uneasy and she didnt know what . An announcement made the crowd alert and the train approached the station . Rashmi finally boarded the train and settled in corner with a novel she was reading last night . Raj didnt like her habit of reading in the bed .... he wanted to be the centre of her attention always and she loved it.... but reading was something she liked but she did set her priorities in order .
Raj , on the other hand , was driving when his blackberry beeped . He picked it up at the next traffic light and smiled while reading the message . He loved recieving her messages but hated to message her , he preferred calling her.... voice contact made it more lively according to him . Once he reached his office , he got busy with his work as usual and forgot to call her . They had made a pact that they would inform each other of their arrival to the work place whichever way was comfortable for them . Rashmi got irritated when he didnt inform but then it was a habit now . By afternoon Raj got a bit of time to relax and he called out for his coffee and then he recalled......... Shit ... again he missed to call her .... no worries ... he would call now ... he dialled her number ready for a scolding ...
The Phone rang and rang ...... He thought she might be in class so didnt try again . Another hour went still no call got picked up ... now this got Raj a little worried . She was very perticular to call back her missed calls ,so what happened..? After 5 missed calls the phone was picked up and Raj started out rather angrily," Why did u pick up the fone so late ?" " Raj, Its me , meeta ...Rashmi just met with a small accident and is sleeping "
This news was enough for Raj to panic ... " Accident? Where are you both ? " " We are at your home. She had low Bp and fainted while she was deboarding the train ." " Right , I would be there in 15 minutes ", said Raj rather hurriedly. He called his subordinate that he is leaving for home and within 15 min he was at home . " How is she now ?" he asked as soon as he entered the house . Meeta , Rashmi's collague and friend , smiled and said ," she is ok now . Sleeping under sedation a few stitches and mayb few bruises here and there " Raj still looked worried , went inside to see her .She looked like a bruised angel with bandage on her forehead and a few bruises were visible on the face .Raj whispered," Why do u keep avoiding your Bp .. see what has happened?" He told Meeta that she could go home now that he was there.Meeta left him alone with her and told him to call whenever he required help.
In the evening, Rashmi came back to the world and saw him there.... and then she realised what had happened . She could feel pain in her body but she smiled. Her smile was warmly reciprocated and Raj could feel his tension easing a bit . "How are you , Darling ?' " I am fine " she tried to sit up . Raj stopped smiling and said ," You werent well in the morning ?"
" No, I was ok. I dnt knw how it happened ..." she tried to explain. " No. You keep on having this very irritating habit of ignoring yourself . You won't eat on time , just keep doing things for everyone.. You are fine I can see that clearly" Rashmi was in tears and she kept silent . Raj felt this was not ok.. he came close to her and hugged her . " You got me worried . I Love You . " Rashmi hugged him " I am sorry . i know you were worried . i promise to be more careful nexttime" Raj smiled at her and kissed her on the lips..." My Heroine looks pretty even with the bandage and bruises" Rashmi smiled back " as long as The Hero is there to admire her."

Incentive from the Boss

‘Raj, I need you home by 7 tonight. We need to go to the market. Its Tanya’s birthday and we haven’t bought a gift either. Hope you can recall who Tanya is?’ Raj looked up from his presentation and said, “of course, your friend’s daughter” Rashmi stood there and frowned… with her hands on her waist with an awful expression she said,’ Your niece …Tanu= Tanya’

Raj made a grin… I knew there was something wrong when I answered…. Rashmi held his blackberry infront of him.. Now that you know who it is … would you like to make a call to wish your favourite niece. Ofcourse , sweetheart . Gimme a min. Raj made a call to his niece and had a nice talk with her… Knowing that Raj usually does not remember birthdays. Tanya was elated for being wished so early.

After he finished his call, Raj looked around for Rashmi. She was sorting clothes in the wardrobe. He slipped arms around her waist and hugged her. ‘I Love You ‘, he whispered into her ears. She smiled “So boss, when do I get an incentive for my good memory?’ She said with a smile. “You got the incentive just now na… don’t be so greedy.” Raj said. She turned around and said .

“Ok “Raj pulled her close and kissed her fully on her lips. His hands ran through her hair and she held him close. He took her his arms and carried her to the bed. He lowered her carefully like a baby and lowered himself next to her . she smiled and pulled him close…. “so am I on for the incentive ?” He didn’t say a word and just pulled her close and kissed her deeply. They just forgot the world around and went on exploring each other in detail.

Rashmi smiled to see him dozing off after a long spell of their love making.

Goodie goodie Sunday

Raj tossed in the bed, hugged Rashmi and said to her ," I am glad you are taking a day off today to be with me in the bed." He knew by experience that she was up by that time and it was rarely she skipped work ( he was actually proud of her dedication ).She Smiled and without opening her eyes replied " Jaanemaan, i am on a paid leave today to be with you " Raj was puzzled ," when did you actually start getting that ?" She kissed him and said," sunday !"

He pulled her close and said , " Why didn't i remember? i woke up so early on a Sunday." She smiled and said " Aha, as if my lord wakes up with the fall of the dawn and the chirp of the bird every other day ..."hmm m, well I wait for the alarm to go off n then when you get up i can have the whole bed to sleep on," replied Raj . " You mean i take the whole bed and you don't get space to sleep properly .... that's really rude " Rashmi said and turned the side. He pulled her close and said," You never see through the joke.... i wake up each day cos i miss you being there. Your warmth in the vicinity makes this a place to sleep in peace otherwise its just a normal bed ." She just squirmed a bit..dint say a word.He hugged her more tightly and she said ," You mean this ?" He made her to turn to her side," of course i do . " Like a little baby she smiled an said ," I love you ." He Kissed her and said ,"I love you too, but you for sure take a lot of space on the bed ". " OK, from now on , i would sleep on you , you can enjoy the whole bed ", she said. " Ya , that's a great idea . let's practice from now on.", he said pulling her over himself . He kissed her and they started making up for the time lost in fight . It was a Sunday when there were no deadlines and schedules, just a day to be together,....the kisses were getting deeper and the hands were rolling all over , excitement oozing from every pore and heat rising like the rise of the high tide in the sea. when finally the high tide passed and the peaceful calmness returned ,he kissed her neck and said ," Jaan , can i get a cup of tea now?" She smiled and said ," I was just waiting for the request to come from you. i am making the tea but u have to get out of the bed and only then its coming your way ... i dnt want you to sleep off in your BIG bed once i am out of here." He smiled and said ," we will have the tea together and i am not dozing off without you."

After freshening up when Rashmi came out of the bathroom , she couldn't supress her smile because Raj couldn't

hold on to his words and was fast asleep . She just tiptoed out for she knew that it was impossible to drag him out of the bed on a Sunday .

The Fight

She sat down on the bed, with tears flowing from her eyes... it took some eternal minutes for the ocean of the overflowing rainstorm to slow down. She quietly wiped her eyes with the palms of her hands and went to wash her pretty face in order to make things normal atleast for others around her . She resumed her work around the house without a word from her side

The good morning

Rashmi opened her eyes and felt it was too long for her to be sleeping . She checked the mobile clock .....na, still some time for her to get up to begin her day .She sleepily turned in the bed and closed her eyes. She felt his arms around her as he gently pulled her close to his body . She gave a faint smile which was more in her eyes then her lips. HE snuggled to her and then kissed on her neck- same shivers went down the body as the first time . Without a word she turned around to face him and hugged him back. He held her close like a Doll and she cuddled back. Raj had this awful habit of sleeping without a shirt and though she always cribbed and chided him for that, this moment she was glad that he had that habit....she could feel the chest of her man .... it felt so broad and safe to be able to listen to his heart beats. Raj held her and then was slowly drifting back to his sleep when suddenly ... ouch!!! " What is this , oh my god!, you are going to pay for this "he said to her and held her hard on the bed with her hands in his grip. She was laughing and enjoying it though she knew this would hurt, but its a lovable pain. He bit her hard on her lips ,neck and chest and it was the beginning of something that kept them busy with their hands and lips and other things as well(if i would describe that too here it would be only meant for adult reading and also you all have wild imaginations - let it free !) The love making was full of love and lots of action, reaction and submission . Finally,when they both fell into each others arms sweaty and drained out (physically, though the Dil maange more feeling was flying high ) Raj held her in his arms,kissed her and asked " Was it good? Did you enjoy?" Rashmi smiled , kissed him back on his lips more fully and then said " it is always good -Always with us doing it , whenever where ever!" He held her for a while whispered "ILU " in her ears and then slowly drifted back to the sleep . She held him like a baby and watched him sleep soundly . Her alarm went off. She quickly closed it but he could make out she was now getting up. He held her again" hmmm , be here na.. now its too early . " She pecked him back " ya .. i will be back in a while you sleep na" He said " Na" She said " hmmm , i will... be a good boy ". He loosened his hand and she got up. She tied her shoulder length hair with a hairband and gave him a loving look. He was sleeping there with his arms all open as if waiting for her to come back to them. She smiled with love as she adjusted the fan and left him to finish the best part of his sleep regime- the morning Doze.

A DREAM

Dinner was done and she was winding up the kitchen. Raj was in the room as usual with his beloved Tv and more beloved Laptop. She had checked him twice .. he was busy working on his laptop with the tv airing the News of the world.. ' i don't watch the TV , i just hear it as long as i don't have you near me ' she smiled as she was thinking about him while cleaning up the kitchen slab . Though even when she is there in the room, the TV keeps on working , but then no one is even bothered to listen to it .

She is blushing ; she finishes her work and checks on the lights of the house and the doors and windows one last time . " hmmm, all done " she mutters to herself while moving towards her mother in law's room. " Mummyji , Should i get you some milk? did You have your medicines?" Her mother in law smiles and says " betaji, stop worrying about me . i am going to sleep . You go and take a good night sleep " " Ji, Good night !" says Rashmi and turns back " if u need anything please call me " " ya , i will " mother in law said .

Rashmi smiles to herself and turns to her room. She was sure today she would have a good night sleep without any disturbances . she opens the door of the room and gives a wide smile . ( now if your imaginations are running wild , please hold back ) Raj was on his bed with the laptop on the side , AAJ TAK on the Tv and he was fast asleep. He was sleeping so peacefully like a baby .

Rashmi switched off the tv , removed the laptop , changed to the most comfortable nightsuit ( the one he hated ofcourse coz of its fitting) and slided next to him.

Al though it was dark with just a light of the washroom on, she could clearly see the peace on his face as he was sleeping. she stroked his hair , kissed his forehead and hugged him . Even while he was sleeping so soundly he adjusted himself to hold her in his arms and she smiled to herself and in that warm comfort of his arms drifted off to sleep, well aware that the action is sure to follow in the morning ...........

FRUStRATATION

I don't know what to do
When i try to be independent
i am blamed of being arrogant n insensitive
i am pushed back each time i think of something new
i am told of my limitations..
When i step back and wait
looking around for a push in some other direction
i am called being a docile doormat thing
when i get anxious i am told that i get over expectant
when i wait for things to happen i am inert
when i try to be happy i am self centered
when i remain the way i am i am called a pessimist
i try to take things in my hands
reins r pulled out....
when i try to breathe in some fresh air
i am strangled
i am not dreaming of something big... just a lil space to do a few things in my own way...
my track record doesn't look optimistic
but cant i be trusted some times
with out being pumped about things that are out of worldly control...
cant i be allowed to be happy in my own way without asking for much
i believe i can make some decisions about life.... its my life after all !!!!

Sorries

There are times when i say things which i dnt really mean
they maybe just the expression of my frustration
they maybe just words
with no real meaning
i know there are things around us which
take front seat even when we dnt want them too
i dnt take it out on everyone -just on the ones
i knw wud understand sooner or later
so just know that i am very sad n feeling sorry

I am sad today

A day when everything was normal
i am feeling sad
sad about things i cant control
some loved ones going away
some loved ones being busy
no one close by to share
just me n my turmoil
the loneliness
getting on with me.......
tempers flying , tears flowing
things getting messed up
but i guess life would go on and
tomorrow gonna be a new day .....

For some one close who is sad

I pray for the smiles
that u have hidden somewhere deep
to find some mysterious way out...
straight to your lips
directly to your eyes
eternally in your heart.
Its bad to see you sad.
i wish i could be of help...
but you know deep down your heart
that i care ......
not ready to admit that...
but you are a part of my memories...
that i cherish secretly
So feel Special forever
and remember .....
In your good times u have loads of people to share with
but in your bad times n
bad moods..
you can always count on me........

I am jealous

How i wish i was ur work
Forever holding ur attention
forever getting undivided time
forever in ur thoughts
even if u r in crowd of ur loved ones
i am jealous
not of a person
but of the 24X7 work

Hmmmmm

Its a beautiful morning.. a relaxed sunday, sitting with a cup of hot tea, in front of the screen thinking what to write about ... there is nothing that is disturbing my mind's peace but today i wish to write about just nothing-a time when you have nothing to say not because u speechless but because its one of the times u feel contented with watever u have got ... lil or more the quantity doesnt make a difference. its abt it being there....
P.S.:looks like i have started giving sermons..... Mata ji ki jai!!!!! lollssss.