wonder

I wonder at times
About the thoughts
That go inside your head
When u think of me
If u ever think .

I wonder at times
About the feelings
That u say u feel
When u think of me
If u ever feel

I wonder at times
About the closeness
That I wish u could feel
When u are with me
If u really want to be close

But normally
All that I end up wondering is
The way I feel, think
When I think of you
Because
This feeling is new n so complete
That I don’t wish to wonder about anything much

my wish

There have been times
when u were happy -
some achievements,
some small targets ,
difficult; though within reach
achieved in time,
and u could reach out to share.
i could feel the happiness
flowing through ur words.
i am glad that
i am the one who gets to hear it all.
but i would have been more happy
if u could do a bit more.
When at times u are feeling down -
do reach out to share that with me.
trust me...
i won't be happy that u are sad...
i can never be.
But i would be happy that
i am ur mate for the good as well as the bad...
n that trust i wish to achieve,,,[:)]

want you to knw

Though I fail completely
To say how I feel at times
I wish u could read through my eyes
They speak a lot.
Or may be u can pick up a clue
From the way I talk -
Even a simple sentence becomes different with the feel.
Or may be u could watch closely and watch
The extra efforts I do to produce things before u.
But I think the sure shot way would be-
If u could, hold me in your arms.
I am sure
U can then feel the way I feel for u .
N though I can never say it in proper words
I am sure u do know
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

snow and water

Snow capped mountains

Look so cold n frigid

With the summers arriving..

The hardest snow melts down

N changes to fresh n clean stream of water

N once the stream of water flows

It is hard to control its flow

Strangely

Dormant feelings

Are also safe in frigid form

No one should plan to melt them

Because once they melt

N flow

They r dangerous n disastrous..

It hurts a lot to make them dormant again.

i try to think this way

We never get blessed with a life full of content

instead its a series of moments-

Occasions of laughter

Moments of ecstasy

Glories of praises and moral boosters.

A Few people we met on the way

Who walk along for a while

Combined with these moments are the times

When things are not right,

When eyes are full of tears,

Moments of depression,

Rebukes n betrayals.

A few good bye- that really hurt.

But then… none of these things go alone

Its like a combos offer

Only thing is that God gave us a memory

Which tends to remember the bad -

The worse even better

Where as, the good takes a back seat.

It hurts to say that I too am no exception

But I try to be happy with the thought that

May be my sorrow is some one else’s happiness.[J]

some more thoughts

Some time back
Life was flying high
On eight cloud
Now there are thoughts
Which make me realize
That mayb I was lil hasty in my decision
Maybe it was not the feeling I was taking for granted
Coz nothing can be evaluated to the fullest
N esp the words n their meaning
Differ from person to person
Condition to condition
Perception to perception
But atleast … this was something I wanted for some time..
No complaints.
But for sure..
It wasn’t LOVE.[L]

eternal bliss

I have been sitting with a pen and paper
Having an urge to write some thing
But the words fail to come out
Just no words to express
How I feel at the moment
Just as if I lived a few lives in a few hours
As if my barriers n dams have been broken
As if I have become free
Just as if I HAVE LIVED THE ETERNAL BLISS
N this is that wonderful feeling….
Feeling of a life time….
Don’t know if life gonna give me another chance..
But I want to thank life….
As I stare down the blanks sheet .. I realize
Eternal bliss can’t be expressed in words….