Life doesn’t go in a straight line for very long
When all looks fine
When u can see your face shine
Suddenly
Thick clouds n strong rain
N zoom… All gone in a wink
When things look smooth
When your mood is cool
Suddenly things gets blown up
With or without reasons
N zoom…. All gone in a wink
That’s the way life treats me….. Forever without exception [J]

just a thought

Sometimes are big blank silent times : speaking loud n clear,
Conveying the emptiness
N telling me clearlyThat I AM MISSING U

mere words

It's so easy to say
i love you
but how many feel it the way it is said
mere words
uttered as per convenience
but to some they become the essence of living
it really hurts to find
the love missing
but love never vanishes
it is either or not there in the first place
maybe just words
uttered as per convenience.

wonder

I wonder at times
About the thoughts
That go inside your head
When u think of me
If u ever think .

I wonder at times
About the feelings
That u say u feel
When u think of me
If u ever feel

I wonder at times
About the closeness
That I wish u could feel
When u are with me
If u really want to be close

But normally
All that I end up wondering is
The way I feel, think
When I think of you
Because
This feeling is new n so complete
That I don’t wish to wonder about anything much

my wish

There have been times
when u were happy -
some achievements,
some small targets ,
difficult; though within reach
achieved in time,
and u could reach out to share.
i could feel the happiness
flowing through ur words.
i am glad that
i am the one who gets to hear it all.
but i would have been more happy
if u could do a bit more.
When at times u are feeling down -
do reach out to share that with me.
trust me...
i won't be happy that u are sad...
i can never be.
But i would be happy that
i am ur mate for the good as well as the bad...
n that trust i wish to achieve,,,[:)]

want you to knw

Though I fail completely
To say how I feel at times
I wish u could read through my eyes
They speak a lot.
Or may be u can pick up a clue
From the way I talk -
Even a simple sentence becomes different with the feel.
Or may be u could watch closely and watch
The extra efforts I do to produce things before u.
But I think the sure shot way would be-
If u could, hold me in your arms.
I am sure
U can then feel the way I feel for u .
N though I can never say it in proper words
I am sure u do know
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

snow and water

Snow capped mountains

Look so cold n frigid

With the summers arriving..

The hardest snow melts down

N changes to fresh n clean stream of water

N once the stream of water flows

It is hard to control its flow

Strangely

Dormant feelings

Are also safe in frigid form

No one should plan to melt them

Because once they melt

N flow

They r dangerous n disastrous..

It hurts a lot to make them dormant again.

i try to think this way

We never get blessed with a life full of content

instead its a series of moments-

Occasions of laughter

Moments of ecstasy

Glories of praises and moral boosters.

A Few people we met on the way

Who walk along for a while

Combined with these moments are the times

When things are not right,

When eyes are full of tears,

Moments of depression,

Rebukes n betrayals.

A few good bye- that really hurt.

But then… none of these things go alone

Its like a combos offer

Only thing is that God gave us a memory

Which tends to remember the bad -

The worse even better

Where as, the good takes a back seat.

It hurts to say that I too am no exception

But I try to be happy with the thought that

May be my sorrow is some one else’s happiness.[J]

some more thoughts

Some time back
Life was flying high
On eight cloud
Now there are thoughts
Which make me realize
That mayb I was lil hasty in my decision
Maybe it was not the feeling I was taking for granted
Coz nothing can be evaluated to the fullest
N esp the words n their meaning
Differ from person to person
Condition to condition
Perception to perception
But atleast … this was something I wanted for some time..
No complaints.
But for sure..
It wasn’t LOVE.[L]

eternal bliss

I have been sitting with a pen and paper
Having an urge to write some thing
But the words fail to come out
Just no words to express
How I feel at the moment
Just as if I lived a few lives in a few hours
As if my barriers n dams have been broken
As if I have become free
Just as if I HAVE LIVED THE ETERNAL BLISS
N this is that wonderful feeling….
Feeling of a life time….
Don’t know if life gonna give me another chance..
But I want to thank life….
As I stare down the blanks sheet .. I realize
Eternal bliss can’t be expressed in words….

feeling of this moment

It’s a heavenly feeling
To be in love again
It’s almost as if a small kid
Learning to walk
With staggering steps at first
Which become firm strides with time
So does love
With time becomes deep n deep
It’s a heavenly feeling to see
That confidence n depth grow
I never trusted the thought of eternal love
But surely
This feeling at this moment
Is the bestest thing that could ever happen..J

my anxiety n excitement knows no bounds

I am anxiously waiting
For the sun to rise
For the birds to sing
For the day to begin
For the flowers to bloom
For the fine breeze to blow
For all the finest things to happen
No Wonder
Today is a special day
A day I have been keeping my fingers crossed for
A day when I would be with you
And u know
I am anxiously waiting for that to happen J

nostalgic rains

Standing in my balcony,
i see the rain fall
small droplets of water
pit patting on the pebbles
washing the dirt from them
making them clean n clear....
little birdies
jumping around, getting their shower,
tress swaying
as if enjoying the breeze
humming their own song with it
as i stand in my balcony
watching the rain fall
the nostalgia of our first walk through the rains come floating by
making me yearn for ur presence here
holding my hand
and gently walking down
the falling rain again .....[:)]

silence

Silence is a very good companion
Never asks a question... just let’s u be u
Whether u want to cry or laugh
Or just be silently thoughtful…
U can enjoy the beauty of a colorful butterfly with it
Even make figures out of the flying clouds
See the old lady in the moon
Even feel the presence of some one special near u
One who is far away… in thousand of kilometers
The lines of a new poem come floating by… n
Silence like a very good friend….
Helps u be you
Without any inhibitions
Without any demand
Keeps u in its company… whenever u want…. [J]